Edd, 22, Bassist in Kraken. My spirit animal is Brian Blessed. Music. South park. Horror. Nandos. Tweet or Instagram me @eddkerton
I certainly do.
I wish I was an average human that could do anything I wanted to do without being terrified.
I wish I could date someone without constantly worrying that I’m not good enough and that it’s not going to work out as a result.
I wish I didn’t have these ridiculous mood swings that wear me out and turn me against people who care.
I wish I didn’t feel so alienated.
I wish I knew someone who fully understood me.
This week has been the worst for me in a year and I worry that if I don’t get better soon then I’ll be back where I started. I hate the thought that everything I worked for so hard last year was for nothing. It’s like my life is on hold until this is resolved but I can’t stand the thought of not knowing when or if that day will come.
|social anxiety:||you want to skype someone? hahaha yeah right|
|social anxiety:||you need to make a phone call? nah.|
|social anxiety:||you want to go out with friends? lol nope.|
|social anxiety:||need to ask a stranger something? hahah no.|
|social anxiety:||trying to buy something by yourself? I don't think so.|
|social anxiety:||surrounded by strangers? good luck breathing.|
|social anxiety:||in a group? aww let me make you feel unwanted and sad.|